19th Feb 05; Saturday-
MY GOD.
JAY'S WITH PATTY HOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M SO DAMN HAPPY MAN.
FINALLY, IT'S CLEAR-CUT THAT HE'S NOT WITH JOLIN.
WHOOOOOOO.
Okay for the benefit of many who obviously doesn't know who the hell is Patty Hou, she's the most famous female news broadcaster in Taiwan. And not forgetting to mention the prettiest too. Heh. A picture of her:



I'm so damn happy for Jay, but at the same time, sad. He's never gonna be mine. -sobs
LOL. Okay okay. But I really am glad for Jay. Heh.
Here are 2 pictures of them caught together in Japan.



Left: Jay's holding her hand. Right: Jay's arm around her.

He's with her he's with her he's with her. =D
Suddenly realised something. The paparazzi always managed to only get pictures of Jay having dinner with Jolin and nothing else, but yet they could get such intimate pictures of Jay and Patty. Oh and Jay came clean about him and Patty after a week of rumours flying around. After FIVE years of Jay+Jolin rumours, Jay didn't come clean about anything. I guess everything probably proves that they weren't together at all? Yeaa. Oh and I'm not insulting Jolin or anything so Jolin fans [especially Wanxin], don't get me wrong or anything yea.
OKAY Anyway. Haven't been able to update for the past few days because my HK relatives were in Singapore for a holiday. Showed them around the past few days. Sent them off at the airport yesterday morning. Came home at 1pm and slept all the way until 11am this morning. I'm totally freaked out la. I slept for nearly 24 hours?!?! That's a record man. But I was dead tired because I didn't get to sleep at all the previous night. Yeaa.
Anyway. Gtg. AND JAY'S WITH PATTY!! =D

she sang away at | 4:11 PM

 

13th Feb 05; Sunday-
Okay I'm feeling bloody stuffed and my ankle's hurting.
Reached home around 10.30pm just now. Had tuition in the morning, then went visiting in the afternoon. Met up with Teresa in the evening to go hunt for a new mp3. Ended up with nothing. Went Sakae to eat. Ate a lot. Now here's the best part: WE SPENT 45 MINS JUST WAITING FOR A DAMN CAB.
LOL. Okay actually it's not funny. I was really going crazy and started singing at the top of my voice. LOL. It was like everytime we decided to move to a new location to wait for cabs, there were people waiting for cabs INFRONT of us and they came later than us? Oh and obviously they got the cabs. UGGGGGH. So Teresa and I were running around Orchard Boulevard just for a damn cab. Finally we decided to call a cab, and after being put on hold for 10 minutes, we finally got a cab. THANK GOD.
So anyway. I'm dead tired. My feet hurt. I still haven't completed my work yet and I have a dnt common test tomorrow which I haven't studied yet and most probably won't be studying for. Let's all say together: So screwed, so screwed.
I'm off to the toilet.

she sang away at | 11:43 PM

 

10th Feb 05; Thursday-
Just finished watching Jay's concert again. Am in that Jay-crazy mood again. Don't think I'll ever stop supporting Jay. Seriously.
Went back to my primary school on Tuesday to visit old teachers. Saw so many old primary school friends. Some turned into MAJOR posers, some just became more vain and ugh-ish. =S Went out after with my primary school friend to buy clothes for cny. Bought a red v-neck top from Samuel and Kevin to go with my brown cargo pants. Bought a white v-neck top from Giordano to go with a dark green skirt I bought from Far East. "Simple and vee-ny", my theme for cny this year. Lol.
Went visiting to a few places the past 2 days, obviously. Ate a hell lot at my neighbour's house yesterday. Am treated to a vegetarian lunch every year for the past 8 years or so. Vegetarian food is really, really damn nice, but fattening because everything's made of flour and flour=carbos. Yeaa.
Jay was on scv today!! But too bad I don't have scv. =(
I don't wanna go school tomorrowwwww. Well actually my mom allows me not to go for tomorrow la, but I'm probably gonna miss a day of school next week and I don't wanna have a bad record of missing school every week, so I will drag my shambling soul to school tomorrow. Ugh.
Okay gotta go do my emaths now. I hate loci and locus and whatever else is in that stupid chapter. >=(

she sang away at | 9:09 PM

 

5th Feb 05; Saturday-
Okay okay I know I updated just last night. But I can't updating again. Heh.
Went town early this morning to get my hair cut. It's so much thinner and shorter now. Yay. But my hair's probably gonna grow out all thick and crappy like 2 weeks later or something. Ugh.
Wanted to go shopping for cny clothes but didn't eventually. Went to Sembawang Music to get my copy of Incomparable To Jay's dvd!!!! WHOOOO. I like the guy who was the cashier this afternoon. He was so sweet. Hahaha. I saw the Incomparable To Jay concert poster that was supposed to come free with only the vcd. Asked the guy whether they could sell the poster separately. He asked me how much I was willing to pay. I said how much were they willing to charge. LOL. He contemplated for 5 secs and decided to give the poster to me for free. Whooooo. And he was totally like "Don't tell anyone k? I give you the poster as a free gift." Sweet. =D
I am so going to continue buying my cds from Sembawang music. =)

she sang away at | 10:25 PM

 

4th Feb 05; Friday-
Went out after school today with Sijia the dearest to help her hunt for bottoms. And she just kept looking at tops. LOL.
I just kept disagreeing with all "cake skirts" and "zippy skirts" she picked out. Hate them, those dreadful things.
BUT in the end we did manage to find some decent-looking and even nice skirts at Far East. Occasional flares behind kept appearing. Wahaha. =D
Ooo am honoured that Sijia actually bothered to listen to my opinions and heeded my advice. Thanks for going out with me girl. It stopped my mind momentarily from churning and swishing and whirling.
But obviously the frequents sightings of "Jay" and "music" and "headphones" and "Sony" reminded of the reason why I have been depressed the past few days.
Whoever who took it really ought to be shot and rot in hell. Bloody bitchface ass. UGH.
Anyway. Had actually bought Incomparable To Jay Live Concert Dvd this afternoon, but decided to sell it away.
Don't know what got into me. Haha.
Exchange of money and goods equaled to babble session. Lol. =)
Today was probably the best day of this week.
Thanks to my ever-dearest partner YeeSiJia and y o u . =D

she sang away at | 1:02 AM

 

2nd Feb 05; Wednesday-
I so desperately wanna turn back time.
I wanna get it back.
I'll do whatever it takes just to get it back.
I can't help but feel helpless.
I wanna turn the tap off but I can't.
It just keeps flowing and flowing and flowing.
I'm exhausted.
I want it backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

she sang away at | 9:44 PM

 

1st Feb 05; Tuesday-
I will breathe.
I will relax.
I will not feel fukc-ed up for the rest of the night.
I will not think negatively.
I will try to stop being oversensitive/paranoid.
I will countdown to tomorrow for Jay's concert dvd's release.
I will have Jay's songs pounding into my ears later.
I will calm myself down.
I will go to sleep now.

she sang away at | 8:38 PM